Tuesday, February 10, 2009

In a blue funk......

So many decisions waiting to be made.

Some already made, perhaps only to be revoked.

Some shall, perhaps, never be made.

A life changing event is waiting to happen – good or bad? I shan’t know, till I know.

I can feel the spring in the air today.

Hang out with myself an awful lot. Fear going insane.

Fear fear.

Fear that I might have made a decision that isn’t mine to rectify anymore.

Fear feeling helpless, and not being able to do anything about it.

Fear having to let go of all I’ve worked towards.

Waiting is possibly the most painful part of transitions.

I can do nothing but.

Doing the right thing, this time, hurts. Yet, it feels right.

All I can do, is feel.

This too, shall pass.

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